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Subj: Munich Muscleboy Trainer
Date: Mon 29/12/03 18:16:23 GMT
From: MuscleTrainer.de
To: squaddie John
I will call you again later-be ready-you will be stripped nude and will take the half squat position-you will tell me when you are in position...
Muscle Trainer
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sent: Tuesday, December 30, 2003 8:18 AM
Subject: Re: Munich Muscleboy Trainer 2
Sir
Thank you for the call, Sir, my legs are usefully sore afterwards.
It may be possible to wear a chastity device for Friday until 1700 Sunday. I have Tollyboy stainless steel chastity belt, CB 2000 and others: http://www.milism.net/steel.htm
respectful regards
JH
Subj: Re: Munich Muscleboy Trainer 3
Date: Wed 31/12/03 13:42:07 GMT
From: MuscleTrainer.de
To: squaddie John
-very good Muscleslave..I like you thinking up ways to keep up with your Trainer...
The belt goes on Friday as early as possible-not plastic -the real thing...you will train nude on Friday night working on your weak body parts, especially thighs-you will keep the belt on until I call you early Sunday afternoon..I want your cock and balls to be ready for a good workout when I call!-at the moment I plan on you taking an ab crunch position and then you will then work on your cock-and hold back-until I am ready to shoot my load from my big cut cock-are you ready for this punishment Muscleslave?
before I get through to you on Sunday I shall work on my cock and unload my balls so that you have to take a lot of pain whilst I work my cock again later!-you want to build muscle, improve your stamina, take pain..I am here to give all this to you..
Subj: Re: Munich Muscleboy Trainer 9
Date: Fri 02/01/04 08:03:43 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sir
Thank you for your instructions. I have enjoyed reading and replying to your mails naked at home and have not jacked off since 30.12.2003, ie not at all this year, Sir.
I envisage taking the Tollyboy chastity belt or CB-2000 on my return here, Sir. I'll confirm by email it's on before sleeping tonight, Sir.
I currently have no plans for Saturday or Sunday until the regular workout scheduled for Sunday, 1800 GMT.
I await your instructions on when I am permitted my first ejaculation of 2004, Sir.
Regret I don't have time before leaving this morning to comment in detail on the motivating pictures you have sent but I'll be thinking about them today at work and reply during my chastity session over the weekend, Sir.
regards
John
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Subj: Muscleboy Trainer 10
Date: Fri 02/01/04 18:55:58 GMT
From: MuscleTrainer.de
To: squaddie John
this is what you need muscleboy.. hardcore muscle training, then into the cage, nude so that your whole body can be checked out and worked on..pain until you submit..then you will be choked on cock...no pain no gain muscleboy...
-do you want to add anything to this sort of pain workout ? tell me what you need.
Get that belt on (the full belt) as quick as you can and keep it on until I call on Sunday afternoon...suffer muscleboy..your cock will not be worked on until I give the permission...you must be feeling it in your balls now..keep at it ..you are are muscleboy-you can take pain fro me..
I shall read your replies to see if you confirm you will train on Sunday if not then you will take the pain even longer..no pain no gain muscleboy!
keep me posted..remember I will unload my balls before I get through to you..prepare yourself for a real AB pain session..and you will need to hold back on your cock until your Training Master cums first..do you accept this rule? You want to be a muscle gladiator, ready at anytime to strip raw and show your nude trained muscle body to anybody I want to show you to ?
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 11
Date: Fri 02/01/04 19:47:58 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sir
Thank you for your mail. I am now wearing the padlocked CB-2000.
The Tollyboy belt was impossible to fit because my cock was engorged and also my waist expanded from eating.
Comments below as I review the pictures you have kindly sent.
regards
John
In a message dated 31/12/03 13:46:20 GMT , MuscleTrainer.de writes:
muscleslave-this is a real big piece of cock with a muscleman size PA! this is real hardcore, are you ready to go through the pain for this size of ring? tell me .....What do you think of the body, cock, balls and all you see ?
Sir this looks great and is making me hard inside the CB-2000 plastic cage.
In between his thick thighs I like the thick 0 gauge PA ring with the weights on the ends. His cock is totally dominated by the PA and the shiny cockring and he is shaved from the cockring downwards.
I'd like to jack off to the picture but I can't. My cock is squashed inside the cockcage you have ordered me to wear, thank you Sir
regards
JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 13
Date: Fri 02/01/04 20:08:38 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
In a message dated 02/01/04 15:57:37 GMT, MuscleTrainer.de writes:
Muscleboy-
here you can see real slave training and torture!
a good body taking pain !
you want this training ?
Looks serious, Sir. Electric tit clips, Sir. He's big, nicely shaved and can't move or scream. Good training, Sir. 'fraid it makes my cock rub hard inside the cock cage again, Sir. The muscle work necessary to get to that size and then the pain on the tits while he's in the training frame, Sir. Good to get accustomed to the pain in a restrained session and then go back to the gym and work to the same pain level on the weights, Sir.
Yours, hard
JH
Subj: Muscleboy Trainer 14
Date: Sat 03/01/04 01:25:39 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
0100 GMT Saturday
Sir
Having retired to sleep, I find myself awoken with cock well-hard inside its plastic prison.
Pissing is possible but ha to be forced due to the back pressure from the cage that my cock is impaled upon.
Rattling the padlock on the outside of the cage produces no sensation inside but the slightest touch to my cock skin is enough to increase the pressure for the contained erection.
Yes, this chastity device is effective in preventing masturbation ejaculation and it's nastily effective at its job.
Reviewing as ordered the pictures that you sent of course is no relief; my admiration for this slave guy
increases as he strains within his harness, his shaved cock excluded from view as mine is excluded from my reach..
This cock, still down and unerect but tightly contained by that fierce cockring and weighted by the massive PA ring.
And this guy knows pain too, The installation of those rings and subsequent upsizing and stretching must have been painful but horny, drawing his attention to the erogenous zones on his body . he must have worked out a few times with them still sore, an of course felt the muscle soreness as well as the ring piercing pain. And as we know, as well as no pain no gain, pain from one diverts attention from pain from the other, and and harder more thorough workout results. Frequent workouts over the pain threshold produce improvement and good results...
Sir, the immediate engorgement has subsided somewhat whilst composing this mail and arranging the images. Out of immediate attention-grabbing pain but still a dull ache and of course the constant awareness that my cock is out of bounds within the device.
Inside the cage, my own PA ring is dowsed in precum - there's a load of precum dribbling from my downturned cock out through the plastic.
I'll organise some filing on the PC and then attempt to sleep....
respectful regards
JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 15
Date: 03/01/04 01:29:58 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sir, to confirm that I'm feeling the man pain in my balls now Sir. They want to unload, Sir but I won't give in, Sir.
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 16
Date: 03/01/04 01:40:55 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
0145
OK Sir, back tumescent, still dribbling, off to get rested in bed till cock gets up again...
respectfully,
JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 17
Date: Sat 03/01/04 04:08:50 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
0400 Saturday
Sir
Awake again, cock fully erect, up hard inside the unyielding plastic cage. Of course thrusting wouldn't make it go away it just made it hurt more.
My balls are beginning to ache with wanting to spunk. Now I'm seated at the desk then precum is once more dribbling but the pain of the cock cage hasn't abated.
I've pissed but that's not let my cock down.
In this condition the chastity device is 100% effective, more than that, wearing it draws attention to itself, to the state of prohibited masturbation. I don't usually wear a cockring overnight so that also increases the turn-on.
Oh yes, and it's humiliating to find my thoughts completely dominated by my cock that I can't touch, under the control of my training Master who is sleeping soundly far far away but on whose orders my cock is not free.
Man cock and balls rules our lives and not being able to access and satisfy them changes everything, the priorities become completely screwed and everything becomes less important than satisfying their lustful dominating urges. I will not give in!
regards
John
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 18
Date: Sat 03/01/04 04:53:25 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sir
Though still cock-obsessed, I'm going back to bed now
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 19
Date: Sat 03/01/04 07:11:36 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
0645 Saturday
Hullo Sir
I just woke up again Sir with the black ringed guy's image in my mind, and with shaking the cockcage violently trying to jack off. I was hearing your voice greeting "hullow big guy, are you man enough"
Though the cockcage is drenched with precum I can't spunk. The more I wanked the cockcage the harder my cock became and the more pain. In cock-obsessed desperation I tried pulling y own tits, making them hard too and torturing them. No punk. My cock root was fully hard with the big locked plastic mushroom on the end of it unable to explode. The root of my cock by my arsehole was fully hard and sensitive but no cum. By mistake I found my PA ring through the cage and touching it was sweet, sweet pleasure as the cock that held it there strained inside. I can just touch cock flesh but not stoke it.
Heart thumping in orgasmic anticipation that was unfulfilled I switched between the known and trusted erogenous zones that each failed to produce the longed for orgasm. The pain spiralled but I remain fully spunk charged and frustrated.
Dehydrated, heart thumping, eyes popping and hands trembling I've made a drink to attempt to regain some normality....
Third time round to the screen to record and report online. This is further than I've gone in harnessing the awesome power of unfulfilled sexual energy. In one way I feel I want to go and lift weight till I cum, but in this state I am sure I cannot function effectively: my co-ordination and judgement are completely shot. It's motivating but impracticable.
Rattling the keyboard getting this down has allowed the caged erection to subside somewhat but there's still pressure and the pain of containment. My selling's atrocious but the spelling checker can sort that out. Getting it out of my cock-obsessed head is more important than accuracy.
But there's another large damp patch of precum. I feel it dripping out from the cockhead I cannot touch except by tweaking the PA ring and the chair's damp between my thighs. Cock's down now. Phew, relief..
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 20
Date: Sat 03/01/04 10:59:21 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
1100 Saturday
Sir
Still of course locked up but having eaten and cleared up the house etc naked and half-hard inside the cockcage. Just a slight erotic thought and my cock tries an erection, which is contained and the discomfort level increases, though nothing like the pain I inflicted when attempting to wank as I awoke.
Now clothed and preparing to go out shopping and much more directed though still extremely cock aware with balls wanting to explode - there's an itch that's impossible to satisfy.
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 21
Date: Sat 03/01/04 13:30:14 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
1315 Saturday
Sir,
Now back from household shopping. Still in army boots and combat trousers no jock but hole in one pocket, Sir. Didn't do me any good of course as I'm still locked firm.
Stomping along the street to the supermarket even with a restrained hard-on, those that are aware can see who is sexually charged. A quick glance at a biker's leathers or workman's boots was enough for my caged cock to try to assert itself, only to be caged down by the constraining plastic cage. A little while after each I'd feel a dribble of precum down an inner thigh as the failed erection subsided.
Walking like that - cock alternately full-hard but caged or soft but held within the cage and stimulated by it's unyielding rings, I became hyperaware of the padlock rattling as I walked. That realisation, of being outdoors but under orders, caused another erection, invisible except by the animal way in which aware men on the street know who is horny and aroused by their movement and action, not their shape.
Back home, there's the temptation to release myself but I've resisted that. My workout partner hasn't confirmed yet for Sunday so there's some sense in doing a workout today to harness this energy, to see what it feels like and to maybe sleep a bit more soundly
Also back home, I replayed your phone message from Friday, at the sound of your voice, Sir, my cock tried yet again to get hard. It got to full stretch by the end of your brief message and started to squeeze my balls again in their part of the cock cage. Yes, Sir, I'm going to be very very ready by 1600 Sunday, Sir.
I plan to stay around the house for the rest of the day, Sir.
And the scary thought is that this isn't even 24 hours in to the session nor 24 hours to the end...
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 21
Date: Sat 03/01/04 13:30:14 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
1315 Saturday
Sir,
Now back from household shopping. Still in army boots and combat trousers no jock but hole in one pocket, Sir. Didn't do me any good of course as I'm still locked firm.
Stomping along the street to the supermarket even with a restrained hard-on, those that are aware can see who is sexually charged. A quick glance at a biker's leathers or workman's boots was enough for my caged cock to try to assert itself, only to be caged down by the constraining plastic cage. A little while after each I'd feel a dribble of precum down an inner thigh as the failed erection subsided.
Walking like that - cock alternately full-hard but caged or soft but held within the cage and stimulated by it's unyielding rings, I became hyperaware of the padlock rattling as I walked. That realisation, of being outdoors but under orders, caused another erection, invisible except by the animal way in which aware men on the street know who is horny and aroused by their movement and action, not their shape.
Back home, there's the temptation to release myself but I've resisted that. My workout partner hasn't confirmed yet for Sunday so there's some sense in doing a workout today to harness this energy, to see what it feels like and to maybe sleep a bit more soundly
Also back home, I replayed your phone message from Friday, at the sound of your voice, Sir, my cock tried yet again to get hard. It got to full stretch by the end of your brief message and started to squeeze my balls again in their part of the cock cage. Yes, Sir, I'm going to be very very ready by 1600 Sunday, Sir.
I plan to stay around the house for the rest of the day, Sir.
And the scary thought is that this isn't even 24 hours in to the session nor 24 hours to the end...
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 22
Date: Sun 04/01/04 09:00:53 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
0900 Sunday
Sir
I've kept the cockcage device on overnight as ordered, though the intensity of my cock's reaction subsided with daylight yesterday. Like most of the body there's a "use it or loose it" factor.
However I previously committed to a CP weekend for the end of the month and whilst fully-horny yesterday I specified the outline of the rules and regime I'll be under. If it works out, I'll be sore-assed, striped and multicoloured.
Through the night I've been sleeping intermittently, cock half-hard but not at full erection. Not having touched the skin of my cock since Friday, it is more sensitive than usual, and also the surrounding areas have increased in sensitivity, particularly perineum and scrotum and nipples.
My training partner has confirmed working out at 1800GMT today and I'm looking forward to your call, Sir. I need to crop my hair, Sir, including crotch hair. May I request and suggest that you authorise this without my hands touching my cock, Sir. I'll then be newly-shaved and prepped ready for your main call, Sir.
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
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Subj:Muscleboy Trainer 23
Date: Sun 04/01/04 11:05:29 GMT
From: MuscleTrainer.de
To: squaddie John
muscleboy..I have read your mails...now you are beginning to understand what pain means..
reply immediately-keep your hands away from your PA I want that precum to flow freely out of your cock..are you looking forward to your AB workout whilst working on your cock..
KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF YOUR PA MUSCLESLAVE!!!!!!
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 23
Date: Sun 04/01/04 12:24:37 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
Sir
Thank you for your phone message while I was shopping, Sir.
Your voice got my cock hard again in the cage, Thank you Sir.
I will be prepared as instructed for your call at 1300GMT, Sir
muscle slave JH
Subj: Re: Muscleboy Trainer 26
Date: Sun 04/01/04 16:17:07 GMT
From: squaddie John
To: MuscleTrainer.de
1330 Sunday
Sir thank you Sir for the phone call. I have now shaved my body and crotch hair and replaced the cock cage Sir, as instructed, Sir. I have not touched my cock or PA ring, Sir. I have the sit-up bench and buttplug ready for use, Sir. Sir I can hold the plug when I am in squat position, Sir.
1615, Sunday
Sir thank you for the second phone call, Sir, including the very welcome order to cum, Sir.
Sir thank you for staying on the line after you had yourself cum, Sir and for training me ejaculate at your command, Sir. That was the first of this year, a great moment thank you Sir.
Sir my quads are sore from holding half-squat, my abs usefully worked from holding the abs crunch position and my arse muscles stronger from gripping the plug throughout, Sir.
Sir, I'll keep you informed on how I get on with maintaining my New Year's resolution to only jack off in either half-squat or abs crunch positions, Sir.
Sir, my cock appears to have grown in diameter during this training session: presumably because the cockcage restricts its extension but not girth, Sir.
Sir, the 36 hour session was interesting as my cock's behaviour moved from frustration and pent up energy to resignation, but attempting to spring to life at every stimulus, verbal, aural or imagined, Sir.
Sir, I'm cleaned up and looking forward to working my upper body with my regular training partner, Sir. My pain threshold is raised so it will be a thorough workout, thank you Sir.
respectful regards
muscle slave JH
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