supercharged bollox - November 2005 © 2005 squaddie John
The Programme - web blog
Date: Tue, 15 Nov 2005 22:43
Good to speak last night. Seems like we've got the same interests. Up for a meet.
Basically I'm in the army, army life, army discipline, prison, skinhead scenes. Big on kit, military or skin n spending time kitted up with mates. Big on cum training, control, denial, like to train lads in it.
If you're interested, go buy some zinc supplement from a pharmacy, drink loads of water and jack off at least twice a day (morning n evening) without cumming. Give it a couple of days n all three together with increase the amount of spunk you brew up in your bollox.
Whenever you can wear a cock ring and/or a jockstap (wear both at night).
Next force yourself to jack off without cumming for set periods (ten minutes or fifteen) n time yourself, set yourself the challenge not to shoot (punishable offence). See how many days you can go doing this at least twice a day.
If you want to feel yourself up, do it. If you can get past a couple of days without spilling your cream your dick n balls will get to feel fatter n more sensitive, so stroke n hold during your day, get used to the feeling of a constant semi-hardon.
Aim to get to five days (it'll take time - each time you fail, start again), you'll get there in the end. All the time you should aim to control yourself, keep increasing the amount of spunk in your balls so the pressure keeps increasing, and endure.
If you want I can mentor you, discipline you n follow the routine alongside you. We can meet, speak on the phone, email along the way n I can help keep the spunk in your balls n punish you if you can't keep it there.
Email or call me m8 before we meet if you want.
Date: Wed, 16 Nov 2005 07:56
Thanks for the challenge.
Currently I'm intending to cum at least once a day to increase the production of cum after a period when I've been not jacking off at all for several days at a time.
I'll move on to the regime you mention on Sunday and see how I go. Sounds good. I'm all for more sex. It sounds like by the following weekend I'll be rutting...
More is better.
Good lad. Do me proud. I'm going to try to get you from Sunday to Friday totally cum controlled. You can do it lad and with a bit of army teamwork (I'll be alongside you mate in the programme) you'll get through to the end.
This is what I want you to do from Sunday (if you can't, let me know, this is important, army teamwork, no pissing about, and remember I'll be doing it as well, so you're not alone):
Start taking zinc supplement (this will take a few days before it thickens your spunk, but start taking day 1).
Jack-off in 10 minute sessions AM + PM (choose times that work, but must be for 10 minutes no less or more). Only take your hand from your dick or nuts if you get close to spunking, otherwise keep it on your cock or nuts at all times.
Exercise your abs. This is important, the more you tighten your abs the more you'll feel the benefits of the programme.
Same as above + sleep wearing cock ring. Do not remove at any point no matter how distracting to sleep.
Same as above + sleep in cock ring + jock strap.
Same as above + put on cock ring as soon as you return from work.
Now extend PM jack-off session to 15 minutes.
It will start to get difficult now and you might start feeling head-fucked when not at work by the need to empty your bollocks (which by now should be boiling up). Don't. Slow down your jacking-off if you have to do, but do not stop.
Same as above + extend AM jack off session to 15 minutes.
You are nearly there now mate. One more day and it is done.
Same as above + put on the floor the army kit you wear the most and kneel over it as you jack-off AM and PM. Do not take your eyes off the kit unless it is to check your time. Otherwise keep your eyes on the kit. Think what it means to you and why being a squaddie is important. Do not take your eyes from the kit or your hand from your dick. Hold you nuts with the other hand as you jack off. Do not cum. Do not fucking cum.
At the close of Friday (midnight) the programme will be complete and you will be discharged. If you fail during the programme (i.e. you cum) you must report this and start again from the beginning. So don't fail.
Again, if you can't or don't want to follow the above just let me know. If you want to continue, great. I'll be a phone call or email away m8 the whole time.
Good to hear you're onboard.
Start the programme Sunday.
Date: Mon, 21 Nov 2005 07:54
I've been away for the weekend: I met up with my motorbiking friends plus visited a guy for for a "medical" inspection including a thorough intimate wet-shave and cum sample production. Cock and balls and arse shaved baby smooth which I'm finding is good for speedy jacking off, but now I'm not spunking.
OK have started the programme. Have a CP hike arranged for Tuesday in the moonlight and may be required to spunk at the end of that but otherwise will comply.
I will be going to Brighton for an SM session on Saturday so my balls will be supercharged by then...
cheers from Hammersmith,
Date: Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:39
You should hold off on Tuesday at the end of your CP hike. If you can't, you can't, but it'll mean you'll have to start from scratch.
I saw your other email about Saturday. I'm interested in meeting you n dealing with u myself. We need to sort that out (if you are interested). If you blow Tuesday it means you'll have 3 days between then and Saturday (and then you'll need to start again).
You need to get to 4-5 days of control and excercise to really feel the benefits and I want to get you there. If you're with the lads this week then we'll adjust as above and aim for next week.
We should talk about your commitments so it's realistic and achievable m8.
Date: Tue, 22 Nov 2005 08:04
Night in cock ring good fun. Woke a couple of times and jacked off but didn't cum. Got to the dribbling stage then stopped. Now 8am and I'm removing the cock ring for work.
Tonight's shout has been postponed : he has infected toes and his doctor has put him on antibiotics. So I'll git ringed and jocked when I get home from work and do some jacking off myself, not cumming.
Saturday I have an SM scene. He'll expect me to spunk. That should be fine for the Programme, then start again for next week.
Day 3. Good to hear you're keeping the discipline. Good lad. Know what you mean about the cock ring, was the same. Went for a piss middle of the night n ended up jacking over the bowl. Dribbling pre-cum meself, beautiful. Woke this morning rock hard, balls tight, morning jack to the clock, cock head wet and fat. Came close a couple of times.
This is where it starts to get interesting boi, from this point on, so you need to focus and not look for a chance to empty those bollox (you won't be able to help yourself). The hike being cancelled is good, it means, if you can make it to Saturday (a big if, but I know you can get there) that you'll be ruttin and well malleable. Good for your SM. It'll make your master proud.
Cock ring on when home from work is tomorrow boi. Day 3 is jock n cock ring for sleeping in. Don't jump ahead, follow the steps, crank up the pressure bit by bit, fill those nutts day by day spunk drop by spunk drip. You should notice that your pre-cum will start to get more milky from today on. If you are taking your zinc (n I hope you are) then it'll thicken day by day. Eventually you'll be like a bull, draining pure, thick seed.
Nice bro, huh?
Don't fail. I'll call you tonight.
A good hot night after the evening going round the house in trainers, cock ring and t-shirt. Woke up twice good and hard, flicked my cock out from the jock and wanked up to precumming but didn't jack off. Half hard just now and pre-cum dribbling down my prince Albert ring.
My spelling seems a bit crazy this morning, evidently I'm not thinking quite straight.
Got a porno mag out and started looking at the ways porn models have their cock and balls shaved: the shaving on mine is growing back after Saturday's wet-shave and it's no longer baby-smooth but has moved on to soft stubble that flicks nicely. The razor rash is beginning to subside as well but the itching on my stomach wall is still there. I've been feeling the cool air through my jeans fly buttons more than usual.
My balls are getting nice and tight: they want to hug in to my body but the cockring won't let them. Maybe another time also wear a ball ring: I've a few rings that fit just round the balls so they have to stay in their proper place.
Good to speak last night and to hear you're into grading and other serious training. Bodies are fun to use and train hard. We must get together. I need to ask my workout partner when he wants to train: it would normally be Sunday evening or Monday evening. Are either of those any good for you? Otherwise Tuesday evening next week but I'd have to move something.
cheers from Hammersmith,
Good night last night. Put on Rangers white laces England footie sox England footie shirt white braces n tight Levi's when finished my work, hard all evening. Good to speak to you.
Didn't get much sleep, but well good. Started off unable to sleep, hard, stretchin the jock, eventually slipped my rock hard dick out the side and worked it off to the point of blowing me nutts. Came fucking close n had to pinch my dick off to stop the cream flowing, nearly fucking lost it bro. Woke up twice after that, unable to get back to sleep at 2, head filled with skinhead brotherhood, military law n training techniques.
Bollox fat n tight, cockring real tight this morning, dick straining. Did the fifteen minutes this morning, loads of milky precum, head shone like a beacon. Good idea on the ball ring, for stage 2 of the programme we should take it up a level (several levels), really get the pressure building. Get your thinking head on boi. Was thinking last night would be good to sleep together near end of programme stage, both ringed n jocked, can time each other's jacking and verbally encourage each other then get our heads down n make sure neither of us spurts during the night. What do you think bro?
Date: Wed, 23 Nov 2005 08:45
Just off out to work. Read your mail which got me hard.
Like the idea of sleeping together near the end of a programme.
Won't forget you during the day. It's going to be a hard one..
slave mate expected here 7pm.
Date: Thu, 24 Nov 2005 07:23
A good night, greased up before I went to sleep so I don't get sore. I'm amazed how much my balls want to hug up close to my cock. Not noticed that before. And boy are they full. I can't fit my usual balls ring and had to use a cockring instead. Like you say, cockhead shining like a lighthouse.
Did some photos for you - made them screen background size for you. The first one shows I do have some muscle in the abs target area but I hope you understand that I wasn't really concentrating on my abs at the time...
Ordinary naked workout tonight with my usual workout partner, then I'll get the rings on again.
Nice one. Can see from the pix it's really kicking in. You'll be burping spunk next. Good night here, sticky head in a couple of minutes, fully lubed with pre-cum not much later, did some chantin when I jacked. Now in skin gear straight from work every night, ringed hard n raging.
When we bed down together m8 it's going to be good. Can't wait to feel you tossin n turnin n moanin beside me. Going to jack you for twenty minutes not fifteen n give you loads of verbal. You'll have to fuckin concentrate not to blow m8!
You goin until Saturday without emptying? If you are let me know, I'll make the journey with u bro.
Date: Thu, 24 Nov 2005 21:38
Glad you liked the pictures.
Got the ring back on after a good workout here: upper body, legs and some abs work.
I'm looking forward to the SM session on Saturday with a Master who knows me, which will hopefully be spunk time. I'll be back with my pal Saturday night and then back here Sunday evening.
Reckon to start again Sunday evening.
OK bro, I've blown it.
Third jack-off overnight and I didn't stop in time. Good big load shot but balls still quite full so there's plenty more. I'd seen a porno picture of a couple of skins, barechested in boots and jeans open to the cock, one cropped #2 with big arms with tats on them, his mate shaved head, shaved pubes and wearing a tight cock ring. It's in a magazine spread so won't scan well.
Tonight (Friday) will be non-sexual so should be OK for the SM session tomorrow.
P.S. What you didn't warn me about is a long lasting ball ache now my bollox have despunked a but and get back to normal size. Wow: great feeling.
See you soon mate,
Bro, you were doing really good n all!
Came close last night meself, got into Skinhead Hospital fantasy mode when I was jacking n chantin - head filled with lads taken to institution type hospital by guards, seen by skinheads in hospital coats, Rangers + laces underneath, lads shaved, examined, CP, piss n cum trained, all leave a week later as head high proud skinheads.
I've seen your earlier email. You're out n about a lot by the looks of it.
I'll check it again later n email u a new schedule. Because you have failed to hit 5 days u have to start again n be disciplined when we do meet. Probably better to start again when you have a free run (less chance of going off half-cocked).
Want to meet still. We can do that when you have time.
Proud u got this far. Most lads weak, would not have made this point. You will make 5 days tho bro, u need to. Next time you undergo the treatment we should aim to spend night 4 together as discussed. That way I can keep u under control n be with u during the difficult fourth night.
Am also going to go the full distance, follow the programme to the end n not empty till tomorrow as agreed (so think of me tonight n my discomfort bro).
As for yr balls, they'll be sore for a bit until they calm down.
NO PAIN. NO GAIN.
Proud of u John.
Date: Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:27
How did you do?
Had a couple of hours of continuous cock and ball torture on Saturday but wasn't allowed to cum, though he did, and there was no opportunity to jack off till I got home.
Now time to start again: second cycle.
Date: Thu, 01 Dec 2005 09:11
OI OI John.
Got to the end. Spurted five minutes past midnight Sat morn. Well proud to
get to the end of the full week. When u back so we can start properly again?
Also want to meet.
No probs on putting the exchanges up on your website.
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